An 81 day road

*sigh* To be blunt, I'd go home right now if given the chance. It's too hard; I don't want to deal with it. 81 days left, or so an internet countdown clock tells me. But it's where I need to be, doing what I need to be doing. What would I do if I was home? I'd have failed if I hopped on a plane again. I'd accomplish little all summer. I wouldn't grow; I wouldn't continue progressing towards adulthood. I know, I know. I need all those things, but the process is definitely not fun.

This ain't a happy blog...yet. Today on the Tube I decided I had a distinct chance at a happy day sometime. Probably not soon, but perhaps down this 81 day road. It'll take me a few weeks to get truly settled in, and then I'll start my internship and jumble everything up again. My international business class goes for three weeks, and then I have an internship which lasts nine weeks. I feel like I have an insurmountable, well, mountain looming before me. How can I make it all the way? I do not know. Only through trust in the Lord will this work.

Thanks to Cole for his picture tip, I now have the link for public viewing of my facebook pictures. If you'd like to take a gander, they're at:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2068290&l=72b8c&id=36107967

Thanks!